My name is Aleksei. I am 37 years old, I work as a web developer.

Past few years I lived in Nepal and India, and recently moved to Peru.

I really miss Nepal and I want to go back there as soon as I figure out how to stay there forever.

I love Nepal, I love the Nepalese, I even love the endless Kathmandu dust. This is the only place in the world where I feel at home.

This is the land of Bhairava.

I practice in the Trika tradition, I worship Mahakalabhairava and Mahakali.

I want to dive deeper into the philosophy and practice of Trika, Krama, Pratyabhijna etc, but it is difficult because my English is not good. I tried also to learn Sanskrit, but for me it is incredibly difficult. And there are almost no translations of the Shastras into my native language. I am trying to read in English the books published by Jaideva Singh (Vijnana Bhairava Tantra and Philosophy of Sadhana - is my favorite), the works of Alexis Sanderson, Mark Dyczkowski, Kamalkar Mishra, Balajinath Pandit, and the translations on English of Abhinavagupta and other Masters available to me.

I'm not sure that I can understand everything in class (my spoken English is worse than written), but I will try.

Bistari Bistari. Slowly slowly. Step by step.

Glad to be here.

Namaskar